A Penny For My Thoughts

Captain – I Am Prepared For Takeoff

By Paul Wein

For the second time this month, I am sitting in the coffee bar of an airport. The difference this time is that I will not be spending fifteen hours here – just another hour until I board a plane on what will be the first of five stops until I reach my final destination – Juneau, Alaska.

To be honest, even last night as I fell asleep knowing that I will be in the air before most people even get to work, it still didn’t feel like I was going on vacation. Be it the fact that I just got back from a vacation ten days ago, the fact that I was so busy this week that I didn’t have time to get excited – or the fact that I did not want to be excited about the trip around Christine – all I know is that as I fell asleep last night realizing that my next night’s sleep will occur on the other side of the planet – it just didn’t feel that way.

But now that I am once again at an airport for the second time in just sixteen days, and considering the fact that as I write this, my luggage is being placed on an airplane – hopefully – the realization that I am once again getting away from it all is finally starting to set in.

For someone like me who spends more hours working then not – and for someone like me who has almost no “down time” – I deserve a little respite here and there. There are times when that respite comes in the form of a day at home with Christine in front of the TV, there are times when my respite comes in the form of a longer night’s sleep – and there are times when I get no respite at all. But even I deserve to leave everything behind and disappear to the other side of the planet for a while to escape, unwind, de-tune – and relax.

As I was leaving work yesterday, a woman I work with asked me where I was going on vacation, when I told her Alaska, she said that she was there before and that I would have the time of my life – I hope she is right.

Even though I am still on the ground and have only traveled to New Jersey so far – which is still quite a ways from Alaska, I get the feeling my co-worker is right. Here I am traveling by myself to a state that is so far away – you have to fly over another country just to get to it. Of all the states in this great country that I have been to and thought I would go to in my life – Alaska was never on that list. Yes, I wanted to see Alaska, but I could never see myself going there. How fitting that I should be flying to such an unfathomable but desirable destination during the best year of my life.

So once again in less then thirty minutes, I will board an aircraft and head for a destination I have never been to, to meet someone I have never met before after doing the exact same thing less then three weeks ago – and people wonder why I say that life is what you make it – and your only limitation is yourself.

It’s time to board now – see you in Minnesota.

“Grab your coat, honey, grab your hat,
this train is leaving and it ain't comin' back.
Don't need a ticket, can't you understand,
you're on your way to the promised land.
It's overdue but now the time is right.
It's up to you, to make it real,
so take me…
…take me back to paradise.”

38 Special – Back To Paradise